Year 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5. Whew! Time flew so fast or maybe we are not really focused on counting the days or months because we know that in our relationship, it’s more than that.

There is more in our relationship than the number of years we have been together, that’s for sure.

5 years maybe too long for some, boring for others or “nakakasawa” but I have not felt any of these since Day 1. After several scribbling and crushing of papers as we write our love story, we had the perfect love at the right place, at the right time with the right person - 5 years ago.

God works amazingly, indeed! When I asked for a scoop of ice cream and I patiently waited for Him to serve this to me - He handed me this mouth-watering, super yummy “banana split” complete with chocolate syrup and marshmallows.

I don’t say this as often as you do, and maybe I haven’t informed you yet of how I love you so dearly because I am afraid to admit that I love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much (baka lumaki yung ulo mo masyado) but I do, I love you. Thank you for you love and patience, for bringing out the best in me, I love you. You are one of God’s amazing gifts to me. :)

God has given, God has taken away.

“God has given, God has taken away”.

The exact words from Father Gil yesterday during the mass. It hit me. I was so emotional at that point that I started crying as I say my prayers.

I felt those words answered all my questions.

Let go of your plans and let God’s plan take over your life. LET GO and LET GOD.

Something to pound on as we start the week.

Dramarama.

Ang dami kong lungkot this week that I can not contain it anymore. On the top of all my sadness, pinakakinakalungkot ko yung “severe” na drama na meron yung trabaho ko and how it gets into me.

My mind keeps on telling me to get over the drama and be efficient enough to look for a solution but my heart (I know na corny!) tells me that I am severely disappointed, frustrated and did I already say that I am disappointed? Hell yeah! Lunod na lunod na ako with all the frustrations I am feeling.

Ang dami kasing apektado buti sana kung ako lang. No, that’s not exactly what I want to say. SANA AKO NA LANG NA YUNG NAAPEKTUHAN. This is not about the credits, it’s about the priceless time and effort I poured over this. Pero kahit mabalewala na lang din yun, it’s  really all about the 11 people I got and now I don’t know where will I take them and their priceless dreams?:(

A friend in need, is a friend indeed! :)

Thank you mga Zombadings, you made me kiss my problems away! Confirmed!

Red Alert: Heartbreak!!!

Heartbreak. Again and again and again.

I literally skipped breathing after hearing the bad news. I had to fake a smile and said that it’s okay and I understand.

I had to walk with my heartbreak and welcome it with a huge embrace. See, I have this thing going again and again on my mind: “Lahat ng mga bagay na masasakit, kung hindi mo matututunang yakapin, lalo ka lang sasaktan”.

I have to hold back my tears. I wouldn’t want anyone to see that it hit me. I had a heavy heart that I couldn’t bear it anymore so I had to see YOU and talk with you.

Lord, it brings me tears but I am embracing all of these. I didn’t see it coming and I was not really prepared for these changes. I offer this pain to you Lord. I know you have a better plan for me and for them. I would not want to be a hindrance. I am letting go of my plans and I am embracing yours.

Before and After using BB Cream and Lip and Cheek tint

I hope you can see the difference between my skin. There’s this matte finish and a smoother texture. (Sorry for my makulit na popping pimple. Gusto kasi nyang mag-Hi sa camera! :D) Thanks to Marel, I am now an avid fan of this product.

Happy weekend! :)

I-feel-ugly Season AGAIN.

Blame your imbalanced hormones - they caused all that pimples on your face.

It’s I-feel-ugly season again. No mirrors please. (Kung makalitaw naman yung mga pimples ko, akala mo nagpapa-aattendance ako. Hay!)

But honestly, I would really go for inner beauty as the perfect beautifier, peace of mind for that extra special glow, happiness of that very positive aura and love for that kiss-ass overall look. Stay pretty! :)

P.H.R.

Procrastinate. Hibernate. Resurrect.

When I feel out of focus, those are the three steps I count on. Three easy steps I do besides spending time with my family and friends.

I procrastinate. - A very bad habit that delays my deliverable but I-DON’T-CARE, I still do things in a very slow manner. I gradually detach my self from work and by all means I do more things unrelated to my work.

(Be careful in procrastinating. Make sure that there are no urgent tasks on your shoulder or your boss is not that strict in terms of your working habits. In short, it doesn’t apply to all. Sakin lang. Haha.)

I hibernate. - Take a leave or go home early. Again, restrictions apply. I suggest you just rest and as much as possible don’t do anything. Think of happy thoughts and anything that will motivate you to go back fully charged at work.

I resurrect. - I rise from the dead. Haha. This is the most important part. Be alive for work again. Go back to work like it’s your first day. Work as if it is the exact job you have ever wanted. :)

A different kind of heartache…

I get more heartaches at work than anywhere else . Is it bad? Yes and no.

No it’s not bad at all cause it means you care so much about your work. Unreached goals and frustrations leave you heartaches. Your hurt because you care, A LOT.

Yes it’s bad because even in relationships, if you get hurt - you tend to leave.